Once upon a time, a Goddess was having a hard time. She was having cold symptoms, she was tired and she was moody. Her old toxic lover was constantly on her mind – even in her dreams at night. She was struggling.
She desperately desired a healthy relationship.
Her heart longed so, so much for this. She could feel it jumping up and down in her chest whenever she thought about it.
And all she could focus on was the fact that she did not have that relationship.
We did a session and discovered that something inside her did not align with the joyful wanting heart.
In her belly, she had a black object the weight of a bowling ball and the shape of a pear.
It had a tarry texture to it. And it was slow and sticky.
And she did not like it.
She wanted it to go away.
Eventually, we got around to asking it what it was there for,
To protect the heart, was the answer.
We breathed energy between these two energies inside of her. To open them up for connection.
To help them balance.
In doing that, her whole posture changed.
She found peace in her body and she could relax her body and her mind.
The two aspects were no longer at war.
During the integration process afterward, she told me it was like her womb had demanded slowness, while her heart was ready for love and adventure. Connecting the two gave her access to the wisdom and delights of them both – and the ability to enjoy doing so.